Author: Kyoko Godaikun
Disclaimer: I donít own Domoto Koichi or Domoto Tsuyoshi. They own each other.
Warning: This story contains Bishonnen Ai. Do not read if you are offended by Male/male love
Warning two: This story discusses non-consensual sexual abuse and violence. Do not read if you are offended by this
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Time: Early November 1997
Okada sat in the gym.†
It had been several months since the security devices had been
installed.† So that meant that the group
Management had decreed a week before that anyone over the
age of twenty-one could move out if they wanted.† Two members of Tokio had moved out the day of
the decree. Inocchi and
His camera focused on Morita and Ken.† Their love/hate relationship frankly puzzle
Then he moved on to Sakamoto.† Their relationship had changed dramatically
since the cameras had been put in.† No
longer was he Okada's best friend, his lover.†
Instead, the man acted as if he could barely stan
His former frien
"What are you doing?" Ken demanded as he walke
"Camera boy youíre spying on us again." Morita accused. "Are you going to give the photos to your boyfriend?"
"I don't have a boyfriend."
"Give me that," Ken took the camera out of Okada's hand. He moved away from the younger man.
Okada got to his feet, and went towards Ken.† "It's mine. You have no right to take it."
Morita punched Junichi in the stomach.† The younger teen doubled up in pain. Morita
looked down to him, a sneer on his face. "You nee
Out of the corner of his eye, Okada could see Ken taking the film out of the camera, ruining it. Then Ken took the camera and hit Okada in the head.† He found himself falling. As he landed on the floor, he was kicked in the face.
"Quit spying on us!" Ken demanded.
"I don't spy!"
"No one likes you. Even Sakamoto can't stand you. Why do you stay in the group?" another kick, this time in the side.
"Why don't' you go back home to Osaka?" Morita countered.
Okada lay on the floor. His nose was bleeding.† He was afrai
Ken hit him over and over with the camera. Okada was too weak to move. His head was beyond hurting.
"Leave him alone!" Sakamoto yelled. He then punched Ken in the face.
"This is between the slut and us! Stay out of it!" Morita yelled.† He picked up a baseball bat.
"Get out of here!"
"You've got to be kidding!† Okada deserves what he gets!"
"He's your band mate!" Sakamoto insisted.
"He didn't go through the Junior ranks! He only got into V6 because he's our manager's boy toy!" Ken said.
"He's a spy! He'll sell out his own grandmother if
"No one's going to touch Okada!" Sakamoto said.
Ken hit Sakamoto in the face. The older man was able to counter.† Then Sakamoto was hit in the back with Morita's baseball bat.† The two members of Coming Century began to beat on Sakamoto.
"No, please. You're argument is with me, not him." Okada pleaded weakly.††
"Get out of here Junichi!" Sakamoto ordered.
Okada tried, but he couldn't move. The pain in his head was too much.
"Stop it right now!" Inocchi yelled.
"Youíre out numbered." Nagano said.
Okada could hear a crash of a baseball bat being dropped.†
"This isn't how it looks." Morita said.
"Oh really?" Inocchi said. "What I saw was Okada lying in a pool of blood, and you beating Sakamoto with a baseball bat. What part of that did I see wrong?"
"Okada deserves to pay." Ken said boldly.† "You of all people should realize that.
We where force
"That's where youíre wrong. Okada is not a
slut.† He is a victim!" Nagano tol
"Do you really think he wante
"Is that what he told you?" Morita sneered.† "How would you know what the Manager does with his boy toy? Okada probably made it up!"
"Before Okada, before Tsuyoshi, before Goro, before
Taichi, *I* was the favorite! I know what kind of hell Junichi went through,
because I lived it." Sakamoto told him.†
"Nights of being raped, then tied up an
"Get out of here!" Inocchi ordered. "Or I will turn you over to the Manager myself!"
He could hear the two men leaving.
"Junichi." Sakamoto went to his side.
"I'll be all right." Okada trie
"It's all right. I'm here." Sakamoto took his
"What's wrong with him?"
"What do you think?" The leader of V6 countered.
Okada could hear
"I'm sorry I left you here alone with them." Sakamoto told him. "I promised you I would never do that. I'm sorry I failed you."
"Don't leave me, please don't leave me." Okada begged.
"I'll be at your side forever." His lover vowed.
Sakamoto sat beside Okada's bed. The teen hadn't woken up since being brought to the hospital. He was concerned for Okada's sight. The doctors couldn't tell if he would see again until he woke up. He went to the window and looked out. He knew what would happen if Okada had been made blind by the attack. His friend would have to leave the agency. *If that happens, I'll follow you.*
"Yuki-chan," he heard Okada say. "You shouldn't be here. You could be punished."
"Itís all right. I got permission." Sakamoto
"Thanks for keeping your promise."
"How's your vision?"
"Everything's blurry." Okada squinted as he looked at his friend. "I can tell who you are. Your face is bruised."
"Don't worry about me. I'll heal." Sakamoto touched his bruises. "Do you remember what happened?"
"I was taking pictures in the gym. Morita and Ken
"I didn't keep you from being hurt." Sakamoto reminded him.
"I would have been killed if you didn't stop them." he paused. "I don't blame them for hating me."
"Their band mates, they should understand."
Okada reached up, his head was bandaged.† "What's wrong with me?"
"You have a scull fracture.† Ken smashed you in the head with your
camera." Sakamoto explained. "You had some stitches. The doctor sai
"My camera, is it okay?" The teen asked concerned.
*I should have realized you would be more worried about your camera then your well being.* Sakamoto thought.
"It's seen better days." Sakamoto reached out, touching Okada. "Please don't worry about it. Cameras can be replaced. You can't."
'Why are you being so nice to me?"
"I've been trying to protect you. Just like I promised."
"Why? I'm no longer your friend." Okada said
sadly. "You can't stan
*I didn't realize my protecting you would hurt you so much.* Sakamoto thought. *If only I could say the words to you, you might understand.*
"Yuki-chan." Okada said. "Why do you treat me the way you do?"
"I've been mean and rude to you. I'm sorry. With the
security devices, I've ha
"So your behavior has been a game?"
"Of course it has!" Sakamoto insisted.† "But we will still have to play the game."
"Your right, we will." Okada paused.
"I'm sorry Jun-chan. I didn't mean to hurt you."
"It's all right. I understand."" Okada
"That won't be punishment. They are always tying each other up. They're really into S and M." Okada told him. "You know what I wish you would do with them?"
"Beat them to a bloody pulp?" Sakamoto asked.
"Something even better, Tie and gag them, then lock them in a closet. Let them stay there a few hours. Every once in a while, have someone come by, rattle the door, or talk or somehow make them think they will be rescued." Okada told him. "But don't rescue them. Let them stay. Let them give up hope. Then after a day passes, release them."
Sakamoto took out a piece of paper and wrote down the idea.† "No beating them?"
"This is better. Oh, and put down that they each go
to a separate closet. They nee
"Do you really think that woul
"Didn't the Manager do that to you?"
"Too many times." Sakamoto admitted. "It was worse then being beaten."
"Ask Leader if that can be the punishment."
"I will." Sakamoto promised.
Okada looked past Sakamoto. The older man turned.† Domoto Tsuyoshi was standing in the doorway.† "I was sent to take over."
Sakamoto got up; he bent down, kissing Okada on the lips. "I'll be back."
After four days in the hospital, Okada was released.† Sakamoto drove him back to the dorms. Okada
looked into a mirror, trying to turn his head so that he could see his wound,
but the bandage covered it. There was a dull ache in his scull, as if he had a
bad ear ache.† He now ha
Sakamoto glanced at him, an
"No," He lied. "I donít want everyone staring at my bandage.
"Look in the glove box. I bought something for you."
Sakamoto smiled. "Anything for you."
Sakamoto pulled into the dorms parking lot and parke
Sakamoto looked into Okada's eyes. "Anytime."
"The J-Friends has a concert coming up in a few weeks." Koichi told him. "We couldn't practice without you."
"Junichi's still healing." Sakamoto touched his back. "He has to wait a few weeks before he can dance again."
"There are thirteen J-friends. I donít' think anyone would notice if I'm not there." Okada said.
"We'll wait to debut until your well." Leader told him. "The Managers pushed our debut back until January."
Okada looked around for his fellow Coming Century
members. He couldn't fin
"We thought it might be better if the first thing they saw when they came out of the closet was you." Leader told him.
"I was in the hospital for four days." Okada said confused. "They where in the closet for four days?"
"Wasn't that your idea?" Sakamoto told him.
"I told you a day, not four!" Okada decide
Okada was taken to the basement. Several of the dorm
"Help me." Ken gasped.
"Of course I'll help you." Okada trie
Sakamoto handed him one. Okada used it to cut the ropes. Then Sakamoto handed him a bottle of water.
"Drink, youíve gone a long time without water."
"Get him something to cover him with!" When no one moved, Okada went to shelf, pulling the blanket off. He then knelt back down. Wrapping the man in a blanket.
"Why are you helping him?"† Nagase demanded. "It was your idea to put him in here."
"I said a few hours. Not this." He closed his
eyes tightly, trying to block out the flashback.† But it came anyway, of his being new to the
"How long have I been in here?" Ken asked.† "Two weeks?"
"Four days." Leader said.
"Go, where is Go?"
"He's still locked up.""
Okada looked up to his lover. "Yuki, please. Take care of him."
"I'm staying with you." Sakamoto said. "I
can't help him. Not after what he di
"I'll take care of him." Koichi offered.† He helped ken to his feet. "Let's go get cleaned up. Then I'll take you to our room. Tsuyoshi, help."
The other KinKi kid put his arm around Ken, and guided him out of the room.
"We have to release Morita." Okada said.
"I'll take you to him." Leader said.
Okada found Morita lying in the corner of a second closet. Okada went to the man's side. He knelt down to check on him. Morita lashed out, his bound hands connecting with Okada's face.
"Let's lock him back up." Nagase told him.
"No!† He's confused." Okada sat back up. "Go, it's me Junichi.† I'm here to get you out of here."
†'This is crazy; youíre talking to your enemy." Nagase said.† "You should leave him here."
"Okada's right." Leader said. "He was left in too long. He needs help."
"But not from us!" Nagase objected.
"Tomoya! We can talk about this later." Leader snapped.
"Go, I'm going to take off your eye shade and gag. Can I do that?" Okada asked very softly.
The member of V6 nodded.
"Is this what he put you through?" Morita asked weekly.
"A taste of it." Okada looked at his lover, who
handed him a bottle of water. He opene
Morita drank the bottle down.† "I would have turned in my mother to en
"Now think about it, week after week. At any time a limo could come for you." Sakamoto said. "You wouldn't just get that; you would get rapes, beatings. Tell me, what would you do?"
"The same thing as Okada." He looked at his band mate. "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry. I tol
He helped Morita to his feet. He was surprised when Leader grabbed his other side, supporting him.
Ken-chan. Is Ken all right?" Morita asked.
"He's fine, Ken's getting cleaned up."
"All I coul
When they got to the bathroom, Ken was sitting on a bench, washing himself off. He looked sad, depressed.
"I can walk by myself." Morita said, pulling away from his two helpers. He went to Ken's side.
Ken looked up to his friend. "Are you all right?"
"I thought I would never see you again." Morita looked around for surveillance devices. Seeing none, he bent down, embraced his friend. The two men clung to each other.†
"I don't like having an audience." Ken pulled away from him.† "Besides, you smell."
"You smell too." Morita smiled bit.
Sakamoto Masayuki had only been seventeen when he first
fell in love. Ito had been ten years older then Sakamoto. The lovers were
together six months before the Manager had found out about the relationship.
Ito had been given a promotion, in reality had been force
Okada Junichi had been someone special from day one.
Then the day had come when Okada seduced him. They had
spent almost every night together since that day, until the security devices
had been put in. To save his friend from being hurt, they ha
Sakamoto was hanging his clothes on an out of the way line in the dorms back yard.† He could hear the back door open then shut.
"I think you're the only person who hasn't said anything about my age difference with Yuki-chan." He could hear Okada say.
"How can I?" The unmistakable voice of Nagase said.† "I'm eight years younger then Leader."
Sakamoto looked aroun
"You are?" Okada gasped.
"When we're together, it doesn't feel like he's older then me."
"I like that Yuki's older then me." Okada said.† "Heís gone through what I have. I feel like he's the only one who can truly understand me."
"How long have you been going with Sakamoto?" Nagase asked Okada.
"We're not going together." Okada sounded very depressed. "We're friends, we're only friends. That's all it will ever be."
"You've slept with him." Nagase reminded him.† "Isn't that being a lover?"
"We haven't slept together in a long time." Okada confessed.† "Not since your last party."
"But youíre together." Nagase insisted.
"I'm not with him. We're only friends."
"Do you still date others?"
"How can I? I have Sakamoto." he paused. "To Sakamoto, we're only friends. Yes we sleep together. But we're friends."
"Does he date others?"
"I don't know.† I suppose he does." Okada sounded sad.† "I try not to think of it."
"You're in love with him." Nagase realized. "Does he know?"
"I can't tell him. If he found out, he would stop being my friend."
"Perhaps I shoul
"No please don't." Okada said quickly. "I would rather live this way, then without Sakamoto."
"You're not happy."
"I wish sometimes he would love me back. I see you
guys with your lovers, and I get jealous.†
I want Sakamoto to be that way with
"I know that." he looked at Nagase. "What I have with him is better then nothing."
The news sunk into Sakamoto, he was making his lover miserable.† He turned back to his laundry.
*If only I could say the words to you.* he thought as he put a shirt on the line. *I have to make it right for you."
"Can I come in?"
"If that's what you want."† Okada turned and went back to his bed. He climbed up onto the top bunk. He opened his book and began to look at it.
The only other roommate in the room was Koichi; he was wearing a robe and studying a script. "Hello Sakamoto."
"Do you need any help with your homework?"
"I'm all most done." Okada smiled at him.
"Look at the time! I'm late for rehearsal!" Koichi said. He got out of bed, and pulled some clothes on.
"I can't believe you forgot!" Okada teased.
"I'll be gone for at least two hours. I won't come back." Koichi said leaving the room.
Okada looked down to Sakamoto. "It's not safe for us to be alone together."
"It's all right. I have permission. I'm allowe
"I want you to stay." Okada jumped down from the top bunk.
"Be careful." the older man told him.
"You're not suppose
"I'll be all right." Okada sat down on Koichi's
bed. He patte
Sakamoto sat down, close but not touching. "You had a check up today."
"I probably won't have to wear the bandage after the next visit." Okada told him. "I'm healing up well. In a few weeks I should be able to go back to rehearsals without restrictions."
"What about your eyes?"
"The doctor told me there was as good chance that I'll have to wear glasses for the rest of my life." Okada paused. "In a few months, I'll be able to wear contacts."
"Don't worry about my sight." Okada took Sakamoto's hand. "You saved my life."
"I shouldn't have left you alone." Sakamoto said guiltily.† "If I had stayed with you, none of this would have happened."
"Yuki, you're not god." Okada said quietly.
"It's my fault that you were hurt."
"That's not true!" Okada's grip grew tighter. "It's Ken and Morita's fault."
"I left you alone with them." Sakamoto reminded him.
"They bullied you. As leader of V6, I should have
Just then the door opened and Nagase came into the room. He glared at Sakamoto. "What are you doing here?"
"I am visiting Junichi." he looked at his
lover. "I nee
"I'll see you later."
Sakamoto took a chance. He kissed Okada in front of Nagase. Then he got to his feet. "I'll see you later."
It was quiet in his room, a little too quiet. Tsuyoshi
was working on a drama with Koichi.†
Okada had like
*I'm too young.* he realized. *I could only play your little brother.*
There was a knock at the door. He was thankful that he had been given a chance to take a break. He got up and went to the door. It was Ken and Morita.
"Can we come in?" Morita asked.
Okada stepped back a bit to let them in.
"Why don't you keep the door open?" Ken suggested.† "The cameras look straight in here when you do."
"If that's what you want." he gesture
The two other members of Coming Century looked at each
other. Morita whispere
"Can we ask you something?" Ken said.
"I don't see why not."
"How did you endure it?" Morita asked.
"Being locked in the closet."
"Usually when he was finished with me, I would be put in the closet." Okada told him.† "That only lasted until morning. When that happened, I slept."
"How could you sleep tied up?"
"I got use
"Where you ever tied up as long as we where?" Ken asked.
"When he first hired me, I was tol
"How long where you in?"
"I lost three weeks of my life." Okada told him.† "You hate me for never being a Junior.† I would have given anything to be a Junior. That was my dream."
Morita glanced at Ken. "Three weeks, I can't image being in for three weeks."
"That's why you seemed so lost when Coming Century was formed." Ken guessed.
"It didn't help that it had all ready gotten out about my being his favorite." Okada agreed.
Morita got to his feet; he sank to his knees, bowing so
low that his forehea
"We're sorry we hated you." Ken said. "Please forgive us."
Looking at them, Okada realize
They both sat up. Ken wiped a tear off his eye. "Thank you."