Author: Kyoko Godaikun
Disclaimer: I donít own Domoto Koichi or Domoto Tsuyoshi. They own each other.
Warning: This story contains Bishonnen Ai. Do not read if you are offended by Male/male love
Warning two: This story discusses non-consensual sexual abuse and violence. Do not read if you are offended by this
Archiving: The only place that has permission to archive this story is Katrinkaís page. No one else may archive this without the express permission of the author
Time: May 1997
Koichi sat in the dressing room. He didn't even bother to look to his partner. His fellow Kinki Kid was appearing on his music show as a guest. Tsuyoshi had once been his room mate, his boyfriend. Now Koichi and Tsuyoshi were only partners. It had been eleven months †since Koichi had left the dorms. Now his life was a constant trial. Everything he did was scrutinized by his handlers.† They reported every action to management. Then if necessary, he would be punished.
*Have you waited for me?* Koichi thought. *Do you miss me?*
"That looks nice." A staff member told Tsuyoshi.†
"What do you think, Koichi-kun?" Tsuyoshi asked.
That made Tsuyoshi smile. He had been smiling a lot more often. "Don't worry about my partner. He starts a new drama tomorrow. He has a lot of lines to learn."
"Is it a love story?" She asked.
"It's a horror series." Tsuyoshi told her.
"Who does it star?"
*Do you know that I still love you?* Koichi thought. *You've seen so happy lately. Have you found someone else?*
"Koichi-Kun, Time for you to change." the staff member told him.
"You just have to take off your shirt." The staff member encouraged.
"We contacted you this morning. Koichi will be wearing what he is wearing now." Koichi's handler told her.
"Of course," The woman gave Koichi an odd look, then left.
"The two of you nee
"We act friendly enough on stage." Koichi trie
Just then, Koichi's co-host came into the room.† He was out of breath. Okada Junichi paused for a moment, trying to breathe. "I'm sorry I'm late. They forgot to pick me up."
"How did you get here?" Tsuyoshi asked.
"Sakamoto-kun gave me a ride." he turne
Koichi smiled again. "Hello Okada-kun."
A staff member went to Okada, carrying a shirt.
"Of course." Okada
took off his shirt; he tosse
Koichi slip a piece of paper out of the pocket. It was a
note Tsuyoshi had written. It was the only way the two could communicate.
Koichi then tosse
The director's assistant came into the room. "We have five minutes before the start of the show."
After the television program there was a rehearsal. The
Kinki Kids were schedule
They were rehearsing with the Juniors. It seemed as if
there had been fifty assigne
Koichi's dance step was cut short as a Junior accidentally ran into him.† The Junior suppressed a sneer as he looked at Koichi. "Stay out of my way spy!"
"Gomen." Koichi told him.
"Let's start again." The chorographer said.
The group started again. This time two Juniors ran into Koichi as they walked by. Another hit him in the face.†
"Okay, stop!" the chorographer said.† The group stopped. "If anyone else runs into Koichi-kun or accidentally hits him. I will report you to the Manager!"
"It's his fault!" Tsubusa said. "He isn't staying in step."
"I've watched Koichi-kun. His steps have been perfect." the man continued. "You might not like Koichi-kun, but as Juniors you must work with him. Do you understand?"
There was a murmur of dissent among the Juniors.†
Koichi acted as if it didn't bother him, though in reality it did. He smiled. "Let's do our best."
"Yes, we must all work hard." Tsuyoshi agreed.
"Take your places." The chorographer ordered.
They all did. They began to rehearse again, and for the first time that day, no one ran into him.
Koichi worked hard at what he was doing. There was even
more handlers in the rehearsal room. He couldn't slack off one bit. Any
hesitancy or mistake would be reporte
"That's good Koichi-kun." The choreographer told him. "Why don't you take a break for a minute while I work with Tsuyoshi-kun?"
"Thank you." Koichi went to the back of the room and sat down.
His handler handed him a bottle of water. "I'll report to the manager you're hard work today."
"If you wish." He took a drink. Then he looked into the mirror at Tsuyoshi.
*We have to debut.* Koichi thought. *We'll have more freedom if we debut.*
The handler's ketai rang. Koichi ignored her as she talked on it. Then she put up the ketai. "The manager would like to conference with the Kinki Kids as soon as the rehearsal is completed."
"Of course." His mind began to race as he thought of reasons why the manager would like to talk to them.
*I can't worry about it now.* he looked back to his partner.
The Kinki Kids had been calle
His friend had refuse
The secretary answered a phone call. She put the phone down. "The Manager is ready to see you."
Koichi glanced at Tsuyoshi. His face ha
"Of course." Tsuyoshi got to his feet.
"Yes sir." Tsuyoshi sat down. Koichi sat in the chair beside him.
"The two of you have followe
"Yes sir." Koichi said.†
"You are a group. You have to get along."
"We have a business relationship." Koichi looks at Tsuyoshi.† "We promised we would keep it on a business level."
"You have done magnificently. But I think we nee
"Of course sir." Koichi said.
"My pet's been very well behaved since he returne
"Thank you for letting me move back in the dorms Sir." Koichi told him.
"Just because you'll be living in the dorms, doesn't mean you'll stop being mine." The Manager gave him another long leering look.† "Do you understand me?"
"I want the two of you to stand up." the Manager ordered.† They did as they where told.† "Turn to each other." Koichi turned. "Now kiss each other!"
Koichi put his hands on Tsuyoshi's shoulders, and kissed him very lightly.
"Now kiss him again. You know how!" they were ordered.
This time, Koichi hesitated.† "I canít."
Tsuyoshi could remember when Okada had been ordere
"Do as your told!" the Manager thundered.
Tsuyoshi reached up, touching Koichi's cheek. "We must do as we're ordered."
"Tsu-chan." Koichi gasped.
Tsuyoshi was the one who took the lead, pulling Koichi
close to him. He kissed him with pent up passion. Koichi hesitated for a
Tsuyoshi pulled away from his friend. For a brief instant
he saw the real Koichi, an
"How did you feel?"
"Nothing, I feel nothing." His friend said in a monotone.
"Tsuyoshi, what kind of feelings do you have for Koichi?"
"He is my partner, nothing else." Tsuyoshi said.†
"There are no sexual feelings between the two of you anymore?"
"None at all." He trie
"I all ready have the best lover." Koichi said. "I don't need another."
"Great." the Manager picked up the phone, and called for the car to be brought around. Then he put down the phone. "Tsuyoshi, you'll be going back to the dorm." He gave Koichi another look. "You'll stay with me tonight."†
"I would like that sir." Koichi lied. Tsuyoshi knew his partner well enough to know he was lying.
The manager looked at Tsuyoshi. "Wait outside the door. Tell Joshima that Koichi will be moving back tomorrow evening."
"Of course sir." Tsuyoshi left the room. He sat on the chair beside the door.
He could hear the Manager through the door. "The two of you are hot together. It was almost like you had feelings for him."
"Thank you sir."
"Tsuyoshi's a good lay. I had him and Junichi perform for me before.† He was hot with Junichi, but he was on fire right now with you.† I would like to see it again. This time a private show."
Tsuyoshi felt a bit of panic.† His manager wanted him back. *Don't panic, don't panic.*
*If it's with Koichi, it will be okay.*
"I promised myself only to you." Koichi said.
"You've entertained my business associates. What would be the difference with someone like Tsuyoshi? Of course, after you get done. I'll take my turn with him."
"Sir, you promised if I went with you, you would leave Tsuyoshi alone!"† Suddenly the emotion was back in Koichi's voice. "I won't do that! I won't give you a private show! I'll kill myself if you make me!'
"I can't make love to him while youíre watching.† I'll do anything you want." His partner said firmly. "Give me to anyone you want, beat me, lock me in the closet. I don't care what you do to me, as long as you leave Tsuyoshi alone!"
"So you still love him." the Manager said.† "Don't worry. I won't hurt your little boyfriend. As long as you follow the rules, and remain my pet."
"Of course Master." Koichi promised.
"You will be punishe
"I crave it." he said. "I look forwar
"Go tell Tsuyoshi to go home."
The door opened. Koichi came out. No longer was his face a mask.† He looked ashamed.† "He wants you to go home."
"I'll wait for the car downstairs." Tsuyoshi looked into Koichi's eyes. He mouthed. "I love you."
Koichi gave a brief nod. "See you tomorrow." With that, his friend went back into the office.